Thursday, November 09, 2006

Gym Bunny

I'm addicted to the Gym. Is there a cure for this? Its the first thing I think of when I wake up each morning. When I'm there all I can do is count the calories being burnt away, taking the food transgressions away. Like the four Penguin bars I just ate because I was craving chocolate.

I can lift about 30kg on most of the machines, and go at level 10 on the elliptical trainer, the rowing machine and the bike.

But I've not seen enough results. I want to take this seriously. I want to be healthier, but its vanity thats driving me. I want to look better. I am unhappy with the way I look. My stomach is flabby. My arms are flabby. My back is flabby. This is not your usual "I'm a girl I'm gonna moan about the way I look becasue I'm insecure." I am not ok. I am overweight. This is because I eat too much and exercise too little. I know I look ok, but you've not seen me naked. (And you're not likely to either...) When you are as short as I am, every extra pound/kg counts.

I am currently 59kg. I want to be 50kg. If you see me wondering around about to eat cake, stop me. Ask me if I've been to the gym today. I need all the help I can get.


My Weight Ticker


Anonymous said...

We don't have Penguins in Canada, well not the kind you mean I mean, so I'm imagining stripey black and white chocolate bars with fins, .:sluuuurp:..

What you're doing is really good though, I'm watching the flower thing slip to the left more and more...and you know they've done tests that say you'll do better at school (speaking of getting all the help one can get...) so that's good too. Anyways keep it up ;) Oooh and I liked your pumpkin pic very much.

Anonymous said...

I think you are perfect as you are xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Also that is seriously impressive that you can go to level 10 on all the machines, i can only manage 6 atm, and level 7 almost kills me every time i try.