Listening to Konstantine - Something Corporate and crying my eyes out with happiness and sheer sadness.
It's moved me in an unknown way. I had an overwhelming desire to tell Rob how much i care for him, to show him that I'm so happy. I really really love him.
Today has been interesting. I went trampolining. I love that feel of freedom, of being in mid air.
I saw two yellow peugeots parked next to each other.
I observed what it's like to be totally smitten.
I'm so happy.
Self esteem = Success
I lowered my expectations and now i'm so much happier. I don't need to go to oxford to be happy. I don't need to get a phd to be happy. Can you aspire to mediocracy? In a meritocracy? Alain de Bottan is right. A rigid class system can leave people happier.
And somehow I know what my place should be.