Today is one of those days. I'm having a bad day. When I don't feel like I can swim and am slowly drowning inside my own head. Everything is painfully slow and I keep sleeping randomly. My whole body aches. Working happens in tiny fits and starts.
I feel disgusting.
Disgusting and lazy.
I'm not even sure why I'm writing this. I suppose I'm trying to motivate myself. Put down somehow how I feel and read back to myself and see how stupid I sound and just pick myself up and get on with it.
Just get on with it Alex. You can't afford to do this anymore.