Lent 2: Organising.
I'm fairly organised in terms of real life planning, especially after the invention of Google Calender et al, that remind me on my phone about things and let me share plans with Tom.
I'm rubbish at keeping my house clutter free. I know roughly where everything is, but I just end up with piles and piles of stuff.
I've made a start by clearing out some clothes that don't fit or I no longer wear from my wardrobe, after spending a year using the "If I wear it put it one end of the wardrobe, put things I don't wear the other" It made choosing easy, just looked at the left side of the wardrobe and went, "Nah, doesn't fit, don't like it...." so if you're a 12 - 14, and want first dibs, let me know, otherwise it's all going to the charity shop.
I'm going to deep clean the kitchen tonight when I get in too - I know, so glamorous.
Lent 3: Writing
Write a love letter to yourself in one year
This is the kind of thing I find very hard, because like most people I think, I'm not that fond of myself most of the time.
Dear Alex,
You are loved. Whilst I can't predict how 2014 went for you, I know you will have been loved. By your husband, your friends, your family.
I know that you don't feel like you work hard enough or achieve enough, but I want you to know that you will have always tried your best, even if it doesn't always feel that way, because you care deeply about doing the right thing.
Take some time to plan an epic party with all your friends, because nothing makes you happier than eating and drinking and chatting and laughing with those you love.
Love
Alex.
Lent 4: Forgiveness
Who and what are you ready to let go of resentment towards?
Again another toughy. I like to think of myself as a person who doesn't hold grudges. But here it goes.
I want to let go of my resentment towards old school friends who've had children. Just because I'm not in the place to have kids yet, and I don't know if I can have any doens't mean I should feel resentful of their lives. Given how little I talk to them, and how little I know about their lives, I don't know if they chose to have kids, wanted them and so on and so forth.
I want to let go of resentment towards friends that have decided they don't want to see us anymore. There are a couple of people in particular who don't keep in touch, or want to come out any more, and it hurts. I want to reach a place where I'm ok with that, and be happy that they're happy doing new things.
Lent 5: Rocking out
Sounds of my year so far.
Blog, you know I'm not one for music. I shall give you but one song.
Lent 6: Adventuring
This is about doing something new - depending on what time I get, I may go adventuring this evening on my own, or I shall try and do so this week. I shall report back. Hold me to this.
