Friday, July 17, 2009

Scary Stuff

via 123people.co.uk

This scary website shows all instances of your name online!

I have finished all the table mats! *does dance*

I have also started a table runner. Tom's mum gave us her old table, so we now have it's lovely antique oak joy in the dining room. I wish I could l find my camera so I could take some pictures. We've had dinner up to the table the last few times we've all been in and it is great.

I can't believe how homey it is all feeling. We found some stretchy sofa covers on ebay so now the red sofas are cream and go with the room.

I have the mammoth task of sewing curtains for the bay window in the living room which involves 8+ metres of fabric! Oh my!

Posted via web from Alex E Jones

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Somethings in Life Just Need to Be Shared.

Reading .net magazine today at work I came across:

How awesome is this? It kind of reflects the way I think! If adapted for web search I think it would make an excellent research tool.

The rain today left me cold and wet through to the skin, so ??I spent the evening drying off whilst painting the Living room. I have to say, Tom has some pretty excellent friends. Today was the third or fourth day Sandy had put in on the painting, and Laura was here today too. We're now on the second coat of cream and green paint in the new room. As soon as I remember to charge my digital camera I'll post some pictures.

My mum had written me a veritable epistle today, along with posting a Good Luck in your new home card. I have grand plans to publish my mum's letters someday. I think she's kept all mine so it should be quite a book! Her letters are always full of news and gossip and interesting things she's read.??

I often think I ought to write down all the wonderful things we used to do when I was a child. Like playing with the skiiing playmobil with terry nappies over cushions to make hills of snow.

I've also been writing down more stories for my novel/social history book. I'm collecting stories about how people met their partners. If you like share yours with me!

Somethings in Life Just Need to Be Shared.

Reading .net magazine today at work I came across:
How awesome is this? It kind of reflects the way I think! If adapted for web search I think it would make an excellent research tool.
The rain today left me cold and wet through to the skin, so  I spent the evening drying off whilst painting the Living room. I have to say, Tom has some pretty excellent friends. Today was the third or fourth day Sandy had put in on the painting, and Laura was here today too. We're now on the second coat of cream and green paint in the new room. As soon as I remember to charge my digital camera I'll post some pictures.
My mum had written me a veritable epistle today, along with posting a Good Luck in your new home card. I have grand plans to publish my mum's letters someday. I think she's kept all mine so it should be quite a book! Her letters are always full of news and gossip and interesting things she's read. 
I often think I ought to write down all the wonderful things we used to do when I was a child. Like playing with the skiiing playmobil with terry nappies over cushions to make hills of snow.
I've also been writing down more stories for my novel/social history book. I'm collecting stories about how people met their partners. If you like share yours with me!

Posted via email from Alex E Jones

Monday, July 06, 2009

One room down, one to go...

So the move has happened. After some fairly stressful moving, interrupted by a lovely wedding and a music festival, both of which were awesome, we have one room decorated and moved into.

The bedroom has gentle yellow walls, and purple feature wall in decorating lingo. I'm searching for the perfect something for the purple wall as my klimt canvas print was too wide. Any suggestions for something else? I was thinking another Klimt print?



Is £34.00 , and is the other detail from Water Serpents II which my current painting is from.

Any other ideas?

Could have this:

http://bit.ly/14QjJC

Also would love to get this http://bit.ly/gq7pE  for the dining table and one of the following lights:

http://www.thelightingsuperstore.co.uk/product.asp?productid=18620

http://www.thelightingsuperstore.co.uk/product.asp?productid=584

http://www.thelightingsuperstore.co.uk/product.asp?productid=42917

Posted via email from Alex E Jones

One room down, one to go...

So the move has happened. After some fairly stressful moving, interrupted by a lovely wedding and a music festival, both of which were awesome, we have one room decorated and moved into.

The bedroom has gentle yellow walls, and purple feature wall in decorating lingo. I'm searching for the perfect something for the purple wall as my klimt canvas print was too wide. Any suggestions for something else? I was thinking another Klimt print?

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Is ??34.00 , and is the other detail from Water Serpents II which my current painting is from.

Any other ideas?

Could have this:

http://bit.ly/14QjJC

Also would love to get this http://bit.ly/gq7pE?? for the dining table and one of the following lights:

http://www.thelightingsuperstore.co.uk/product.asp?productid=18620

http://www.thelightingsuperstore.co.uk/product.asp?productid=584

http://www.thelightingsuperstore.co.uk/product.asp?productid=42917

Monday, June 29, 2009

Surrounded by expectation

In the next room, Tom and Sandy are packing up his stuff.

I'm sat opposite a pile of my things all crammed into boxes. The frame work of a build it yourself fitted wardrobe from Ikea rests against the wall.

In the midst of the June sunshine, I'm taking a huge step. Tomorrow, Tom and I will move in together.

To my traditional heart this is slightly backwards, not the done thing. But the modern heart and my brain is leaping and soaring. No more going back to my house. No more hassle with travel. No more wishing we are together.

Just more lazy mornings together. More gardening. More Joy.


I just can't wait.

Surrounded by expectation

In the next room, Tom and Sandy are packing up his stuff.

I'm sat opposite a pile of my things all crammed into boxes. The frame work of a build it yourself fitted wardrobe from Ikea rests against the wall.

In the midst of the June sunshine, I'm taking a huge step. Tomorrow, Tom and I will move in together.

To my traditional heart this is slightly backwards, not the done thing. But the modern heart and my brain is leaping and soaring. No more going back to my house. No more hassle with travel. No more wishing we are together.

Just more lazy mornings together. More gardening. More Joy.


I just can't wait.

Posted via web from Alex E Jones

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Don't you just hate it when you wake up early at the weekend?

After the most manic of weeks, by rights I should be asleep. Alas I am not. I am up, sorting out my finances for the month, and preparing to go to the gym or to swim before my driving lesson.This should be an interesting day. Whilst my darling boy sweats in the exam hall, I shall be praying and hoping. I have my driving lesson, then I must go to town to try and change all my addresses. The hair dressers beckons next, where I will spend a good 3 hours hopefully ending up mightily more attractive.The early evening is devoted to the lovely Amelia, and planning her wedding hair and her veil. Finally I will see the boy in the evening, and celebrate the end of his University career. Before actually sleeping I hope.

Mainly though, right now, I want to be asleep. Lula and I had a late night watching the Twilight film. In which nothing happens. The books weren't the best thing in the world, but they were pacey. The film? The film, just ugh...

We did have nice food at La Margherita before though, :o) I had some aubergine/tomato penne dish. Very yummy. Lulabelle had seabass which came in a creamy garlic sauce and with a side of a spicy spaghetti. I would have had a plate of that spaghetti on my own I could.

Don't you just hate it when you wake up early at the weekend?

After the most manic of weeks, by rights I should be asleep. Alas I am not. I am up, sorting out my finances for the month, and preparing to go to the gym or to swim before my driving lesson. This should be an interesting day. Whilst my darling boy sweats in the exam hall, I shall be praying and hoping. I have my driving lesson, then I must go to town to try and change all my addresses. The hair dressers beckons next, where I will spend a good 3 hours hopefully ending up mightily more attractive. The early evening is devoted to the lovely Amelia, and planning her wedding hair and her veil. Finally I will see the boy in the evening, and celebrate the end of his University career. Before actually sleeping I hope.

Mainly though, right now, I want to be asleep. Lula and I had a late night watching the Twilight film. In which nothing happens. The books weren't the best thing in the world, but they were pacey. The film? The film, just ugh...

We did have nice food at La Margherita before though, :o) I had some aubergine/tomato penne dish. Very yummy. Lulabelle had seabass which came in a creamy garlic sauce and with a side of a spicy spaghetti. I would have had a plate of that spaghetti on my own I could.

Posted via web from Alex E Jones

Saturday, May 16, 2009

The B Team

"Hello, you're through to the B team.

Are you having a sewing emergency, do you need to be told how to sort out your life, help filling in a job application or work on your CV?

Press 1 for Alex.

Do you need to be told to man up? Do you require practical assistance, transport or an English gentleman to take you to dinner?

Press 2 for John.

Do you need someone to listen to you, a shoulder to cry on, a good cup of tea, a sonoderous voice or general chemical supplies?

Press 3 for Andy.

Do you require a meal cooked for 50+ people, smaller scale transport, events management, advise on canon law, a lack of tact or a sommeilier?

Press 4 for Tom.

If you require drugs, press the hash key. You will then be subjected to lecture."



BEEP!


"You have pressed 2."

"For self service MAN UP advice, press 1. For transport, press 2, for bridge building and other construction concerns, press 3, to be taken to dinner by a handsome young man, press 4, for annoyance please hold. Handsome young man may be delayed by a few days if young man is up a mountain, or may not be the young man advertised."

BEEP!

"You have pressed 2."

If you require a small car, press 1, a large car, press 2, a van press 3, or a tank, press 4. If you require a van or a tank, there may be a delay of up to a week. A large car may require a few days. Press the Star key to go back to the menu."

BEEP!


At least, this how it's supposed to work. When one of our circle of friends has an emergency, it's always us who get the phone call. And if we're having an emergency, we call John. Tonight, we were the secondary emergency supplier. Girl A, contacted Andy, finding herself stranded at A and E, having escorted Girl B there in her moment of need. Andy had the cab fare. Tom had a car. I had a plan. Well I went to supervise. Money changed hands, all is now well we hope.

Crisis adverted, the B team to the rescue again. We did consider calling John, but we decided we had it under control.

Then we went to Tescos and bought, cake, wine and champagne. Not just any champagne, Tattinger. Honest.

I tell you. Could my life get any weirder?

The B Team. If you have a problem, maybe you shouldn't call.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Transfigurations--Transgressing Gender in the Bible by Peterson Toscano, a Review

Last night I went to see Transfigurations--Transgressing Gender in the Bible by Peterson Toscano (Blog, Twitter) at the University of Southampton.

The evening had been organised by SCM Southampton, as part of their radical, challenging, inclusive and aware mission to students at University.

Peterson, a Quirky Queer Quaker according to his Twitter, had put together a both funny and moving performance that delved into lives the gender transgressive characters in the Bible. The solo performance saw Peterson cycle through a range of characters such as Deborah, Esau, an enuch from the court of King Xerxes, who were all woven together by a character narrating through extracts from the Gospel of Thomas. The bible characters and their stories were embellished with lines taken from interviews Toscano had conducted with modern day transgender people.

Toscano is an accomplished actor, who switched seamless between the different characters. I was very impressed with the way he created a believable world with the bare minimum of set and costume. His vocal abilities were also outstanding, each accent believable and authentic.

Whilst his reading of certain bible characters as transgender is only one of many ways to see these treasured stories, it was refreshing and a pleasure to be reminded of the radical and inclusive nature of the teachings of Jesus.

We were also treated with exerpts from his other works and a question and answer session. Highly recommended.


Wednesday, May 06, 2009

All the Small Things

I've been watching "All The Small Things" on BBC iPlayer.

...and I love it!

I don't get much chance to watch telly anymore. Most of it doesn't interest me. 

But this, this? It fills with me with joy. It's about warring choirs and their members, the conductors of which are an estranged married couple. That's beside the point.

What I love about it is that it's about a church! A living breathing church full of members of all ages. Who band together to help members of the community. Such as when an immigrant couple decide to get married, they all chip in help with the big day. 

It's what church should be. It's what I want church to be. Let's make it happen!

Monday, April 27, 2009

Also...

Tom and I are doing a sponsored walk for Christian Aid. Sponsor Us!

Joyous

So I fell off my bike on Friday.

Quite spectacularly. Grazed my chin, bruised my face, took a whopping great chunk out of my left knee. My helmet was a write off. Thank God I was wearing it! It seems the brakes failed. Which isn't good when you're halfway down a hill but oh well and ouch.

Apart from the bruising I had a fun weekend with Tom buy housey things. Saturday was his birthday and we spent it trawling round the Range, Homebase, Ikea and John Lewis. It doesn't sound fun when written like that. But I really enjoyed it.

We bought cream and red rococo print fabric for dining room blinds, a roman blind to use as a template, giant picture frames for my artwork, paint tester pots and living room curtain fabric. The living room fabric was half price in John Lewis. We confused the shop assistant a bit with our maths. the tester pots are now a patchwork across Tom's wall. That is especially joyous!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Ah.....

Baby blanket finished and done.

Tom's project to proof read.

Half a dress sewn for Amy.

All toyboxes done.

One side of Broiderie cardi knitted.

Half a sock for Amy.

One website made and domain purchased for Fran.

Curtain fabric picked out in John Lewis sale.

Domestic Bliss.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

April So Far

This month is beginning and ending with cake.

I spent a great weekend with Jess in High Wycombe at the beginning of the month, mainly baking which was fun. We made some cake pops a la Bakerella.

Here is in pictorial form:


This is Jess' awesome cake tin of joy!


... and her catering sized roll of greasproof paper...


..which she used to expertly line the tin of joy...


..as you can see we were in a kitchen with all mod cons, including...


...the Bakerella blog on Jess' laptop.


These are Jess' very cool scales that let you switch between units of measurement, and reset them to zero to add the next lot of igredients. I call them her drug dealer scales as you can measure really small amounts of mass.


Pint glasses are the best recepticle for beating eggs.



Mmm...buttery sugar!


Lots and lots of cocoa!


Beat that cake mix!

Whilst the cake was in the oven, we made cream cheese icing to bind it all together:



Then we set to work crumbling cake!



After we mixed in the icing, we made the cake balls...



..stuck lolly pop sticks in them...



and kept dipping and dipping...





These one are dipped in white chocolate...



We then made the chocolate yellow to make some little chick cake pops.



Decorating them was my favoutite bit. I think they came out really well...


Now Austin's birthday cake should have cooled so I can ice it...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Random Band Meme

Here are the rules as stolen from Gareth:


Band name
Go to a random Wikipedia article. The name of the article becomes your band name.

Album title
Next go to Random Quotations. The last 4-5 words of the last quotation on the page are your the title of your first album.

Album cover
Now go to Flickr’s Explore the last 7 days and choose the third picture. This will be your album cover.

Final article

Finally put them all together and you have an album cover.

Ehrenfelser are a German indie chill out band with a huge following in Bristol in the wake of Massive Attack. They will never make the top 40. This is a good thing. The self concious pretensious lyrics hurt.


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Book Swallowing

I've swallowed three books in the last two days. I feel like some kind of literature vampire. They have just slung words from page to brain.It is grand. The first was Times Eye by Arthur C. Clarke and Stephen Baxter. I enjoyed romping through time and space. The second was New Moon from the Twilight books, and last was Sunstorm by Clark and Baxter again. The Twilight books are such trash. Page turning compelling trash. So much of it is on emotion and feeling that you get utterly swept up. But there's so little description or depth or background. I found wanted more detail, a finer brush in the picure
Small parts of string theory and relativity have unravelled themselves for me. I love books that teach you so many other things in side their stories. It is alarming. It makes my brain hurt. But I feel alive learning about them.

I'm also building small dream houses as I prepare to move in with Tom. It's a welcome distraction from other things. We discuss paint colours and wonder round National Trust villages trying to justify £600 handmade bespoke oak dressers as investment pieces.

Our living room will be green. I'm channelling the dining room in Chartwell, where Churchill lived. Pea green, creams, whites, light browns. It's Tom's choice the green, and I see it like Joey's minibus in the Chalet School Books. Restful, calm full of people. The dining room black, white , shades of red and orange. The study/spare room shall remain as it is, as shall the bathroom in it's rainbow tiled glory.

But the bedroom leaves me stumped. I guess I shall fall back in literature for idea. Maria's room. in the Little White Horse is too whimisical, Anne's too girlish. Perhaps Emily's, perhaps not. Sometimes I want lilac, some times a torquoise, some times lime green and crimson. It's the blue that I keep coming back to. One wall blue, the other off white, with jewel toned every thing else, and white furniture. Bright and airy.

I need the space.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Quel heure est-il?

Spring has sprungen. It is joyous. I love tumbling over grass and stone on my bike, glassy horizons breezing by. So far this month I have loved being serenaded by birds on my bike rides to work. I have love warm sunshine on skin.

I have fallen for a cafe in Bedford Place called Yoma. Delicious food served with wit and smiles. Not bad price rise. I recommend an Oli's Panino, their hot chocolate and their espresso and orange brownies.

Craft wise has been slow on the uptake, but the blanket is one ball of yarn from being finished. Half a sock for amy, half a toy chest left to paint.

Work has been busy which is nice.

Nothing else to report.

Monday, March 02, 2009

Look I won a Prize!

http://www.southampton.ac.uk/parkes/news/news-08-moss.shtml

I quote:

Alex Jones won the undergraduate prize for her essay, Unravelling Threads: Contextualising the Women of the Hebrew Bible, and their Impact. The standard this year was high and the judges enjoyed reading the varied entries and were pleased that so many undergraduates qualified for consideration.

Click the link to read!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

No Time

I've been working hard.

Pulling long days.

It's killing me.

Blanket is one ball away from finished. Hopefully the baby will have use for it still.

We've had snow here for a few days. It was beautiful. And today freezing white mists.

Everything covered in pure clean white loveliness.

I never thought I'd be envious of students. I miss the library. I'll go tomorrow after work. Try and put together something meaningful, useful.

These friends of mine are all healthcare professionals and Phd students. It makes me feel like a capitalist pig. At least I have a job is what I tell myself, and console myself with volunteering at a museum on Sundays.

I like volunteering. It's peaceful and I knit quietly making sure old artefacts from an original shop front don't disappear into collectors pockets. I like hearing local's stories of their time in the shop when young and all their anecdotes.

I feel small and lacking in time to do anything. Like time is running out. I don't know why.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Tom is AWESOME!

He bought me four different kinds of goats cheese. No longer shall I dream about cheese! The cheddar is amazing!

He also polished by boots for me as I ate my breakfast.

I love him.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

11 Jan - Cosy walking

Yesterday was so happy. I styled Thirza's hair for her, and nattered and shopped for a couple of hours. Then I cycled home and the Common was a Christmas card of Frost and white and crunchy crisp. There were squirrels leaping hither and thither and magpies in pairs for joy dancing to and fro.

When I got in , I had a gentle spot of lunch before going to Yoga and nearly falling asleep during the meditation. Yoga wasn't as relaxing as last time, but I still felt very euphoric afterwards. That definately helped with the cleaning and tidying I did in my room for the rest of the afteroon.

In the evening I went to Tom's for a fondue party. I've recently gone cow's milk free in a bid to stop my eczema being hideously painful, so I made my own goats's cheese to make my own fondue. 

Making cheese is very simple. This recipe makes enough for 1 for one meal, and the cheese is quite like feta, or paneer.

Take 500 ml full fat milk.  Boil until it starts to foam. 

Add 50mls lemon juice and stir till it starts to curdle.

Take off the heat. The curds should start to coagulate together. If they don't, add some more lemon juice.

Put a clean muslin, tea towel or cloth over a bowl. Pour the curds and whey into the cloth and hold it so you can squeeze the whey out of it. When you have squeezed most of the whey out of it, open up the cloth, run some cold water over it and squeeze it again. 

Tie up the cheese and cloth over a bowl and leave to drip for a while, I left mine for 10 mins. Lightly salt the cheese and squeeze again.

If you eat it at this stage it is quite like paneer. If you put the cloth under a weight for a few hours the cheese will be denser and more like feta.

There was lots of naff music on during the fondue party, and when Respect by Erasure wafted over us, we got it into our heads to go to Reflex, and 80's club in town. So we did. Spontaneity is great fun. Much dancing ensued.

When we got home, the chaps had to practically scrape me from the ceiling. I've not been so happy for a long time.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

6th Day of Christmas..


...my true love sent to me...six geese a - laying...

I was rather taken with the moon today as I cycled home. Hung low in the sky the shadowed orb glistened in the deep of the sky, the crescent of light cutting through like a scythe. It was almost as if it were a tree bauble or a lampshade backlit of a velvet curtain.

The soft colour of the crescent moon sent me in reveries over the yarn I'm knitting with at the moment. A half price bargain from John Lewis, I'm making a baby blanket with Rowan Cashsoft Chunky for my colleague's child due at the end of January. It's a fantastic blend of 57% extra fine merino 33% acrylic microfibre, 10% cashmere.

I'm making strips of basketweave and stocking stitch and will weave them together. Hopefully I have enough balls. It's a joy to knit with real yarn, not rubbish acrylic. It's even machine washable!

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Advent 7: Walking without Rest

In the days that have passed I have been so very ill with Andy's cold. But as I've got better I've been thinking and reading more. My book at the moment is The Christmas Mystery by Jostein Gaarder. You have to read a chapter a day until Christmas, like an advent calendar in book form. It follows Gaarder's story within a story format and it is wonderful. 

I adore his prose. It is sparse and descriptive all at once. I feel transported to his world where people are running through time to see the Christ child. Walking and running with out rest. 

What would it be like to experience that?

This weekend I have been visiting Dunster in Somerset with Tom's mother and her husband. They light up the village with candles and have entertainment, all the shops and restaurants opening late into the evening. Walking was on my mind again as we tramped round wrapped up in many layers. If Jesus was born in the winter, which he wasn't but hey, then he could well have been in the snow in the Jerusalem hills. Imagine tramping in the cold with a new child. So many people are experiencing this right now. 

It seemed so priviliged to be harking back to another era, and pretending with candles. I hated how people were moaning the whole evening, moaning they had to pay, that it wasn't as good as last year. What's a few more pounds to play make believe when others are starving in the cold. Whilst wasteful, you have no right to be complaining.

...and it was a beautiful evening.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Advent 1: Darning my Socks

Darning my socks, my well worn labours of love, I sit in the warm. Thinking. On this auspicious night of two planets dancing with the moon, I ponder. I dream.

I dream of decorations given with joy, love and bittersweetness for futures. Of Christmases with essential pieces missing and how these things can be reconciled. I dream of foods made in time honoured ways by hands new to these skills, these moments.

This season is my season. I will repent, I will prepare, and I will honour. In this time of waiting for the new and wonderful I think think of the past and take from it, recognising the importance of waiting.

Remembering 1:
Advent and Christmas starts with the joining together of many voices in an old old church. Peering out over be - hatted heads lit up in the glow of many candles, and the steam of hot breath. It really begins in the last chorus of "O come O come Emmanuel" when I listen out for my dad's voice playing chase and catch with the voices of the congregation as he sings the tenor part for one line, because he can, and the bass part for the other.

This year I shared this moment, the moment of many years of my life in a church so old the pews are boxes to keep you from being distracted by your neighbours. I am thankful for it, and expectant of sharing it for many years to come.

Tom's Awesome Kedgeree

Boil as per normal, about one large mug of rice.
Hard boil 3-4 eggs depending on size.
Poach Smocked haddock, say 300g, in milk/water (easiest done in a bowl
in the mwave, one min on full, leave for a min or so, one min on full,
leave etc untill cooked and flakable).
In a large pan, fry one small finely chopped onion, a LITTLE garlic, and
OPTIONAL a couple of chopped mushrooms and any other veg that appeal.
then chuck in the rice, a little curry powder, a little paprika and a
lot of turmeric.
Then add egg and haddock, once hot through-out add a small pot of cream,
untill err creamy and bright yellow, salt and pepper (and extra turmeric
if not yellow enough) as appropriate. Serve immediately, if this is not
possible, do not add the cream untill ready to serve.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

27

After a fantastic evening with Fran which felt like making new friends with an old friend all over again, a swin and sauna that left me feeling remade from scratch, finding this piece of music was the cherry on the icing on the cake.



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Sunday, November 23, 2008

NaBloPoMo 22 and 23: Updating Knitting

Socks are done.

Bear Hat is done.

Baby hat done but lost somewhere. Going to knit a new one.

Thumb gusset on gloves is started.

Got some lovely pictures of the recipient of the blanket playing with it. 

I love knitting.

This weekend was fun. We went out dancing at the Frog and Frigate as Mel was down from Coventry for the weekend. I love the secret club nature of the Frog and Frigate. Students don't really know about it, it's off the beaten track and friends of my parents went when they were young. You dance on the tables, swill bear and sing along to classics with the words changed appropriately. You swing dance with your friends and make the guitarist laugh.

On the Saturday, I got up leisurely, and then had probs with the trains. They were running on time, but in a stupid fashion meaning there were no direct trains to Winchester. So Tom was lovely and gave me a lift there. So I did eventually make it to the City Museum for my afternoon of volunteering. I was in the old Tobacco Shop, a shop interior moved from the High St when the shop was sold. All the Victorian fixtures and fittings and alot of it's stock were moved lock stock and barrel into the museum. It's lovey to sit surrounded by the pretties and listen to people come in and reminice about which brands were smoked by their grandad or their dad. Smoking is such a no - no these days and for good reason, so you forget how much it was part of people's lives and identities.

Later on the Saturday after a quick catch up with my very good friend Tim and his girlfriend, we had a takeaway night here at the Palace. It was great to sit talking with our lovely friends and relax and catch up. I love the way Mel slipped into her old ways. It was like she never went away.

Today I have been entertaining again with my housemates. My godson and his family came for lunch. Ruth and James bought some very nice wine and some yummy puddings and much fun was had by all. I had a quick jaunt to the park with Ollie, Harvey's big brother when all the boring talking grown ups got too much. I particularly enjoyed playing trains on the roundabout!

I think my favourite bit of the weekend was preparing for lunch today. I was stood in my lovely kitchen, chopping away at reall good veg for a salad and listening to Desert Island Discs.

I felt like it was a party. I was chatting to Mel and cooking and being busy. I felt like how I remember my mum when she was getting ready for people coming round on Sunday lunch. I felt like this house was home. Really home. It was wonderful.

Right bed time now!

Friday, November 21, 2008

NaBloPoMo 21:Funny things Amy says...

...Today was manic at work. Whole new email marketing email campaign and accompanying products by 5:30pm! So busy!

When I got in Amy complimented me on my outfit.

"Thanks, I love my company shirt, it's like a school uniform. It's nice to not to have to think what to wear in the mornings"

Amy: "Bitch!" 

A short time passes

Amy: "Wait! I don't either - I have a uniform, I'm a nurse"

Alex: "Come and help me choose what to wear"

Amy:"Only if you come help me have a showe...wait... That's not right!"

I love her! 

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Why did the Chicken cross the Road?

Why did the chicken cross the road?

because it had been so horrendously genetically modified in a lab that it had taken on almost human-like intelligence. Growing up in the lab, among hippy scientists and political idealists talking about the socialist revolution and liberation he thought one day, one day, he would have his freedom. Later that year, in an act of civil defiance within the chicken coop, he refused to eat the chicken feed alloted to him. As the scientists opened the cage to seize the dissident chicken, he pecked him in the eye and liberated his brothers and sisters. However, the real world was not what the chicken had expected. The rampant commercialism he saw upon his release disillusioned the young chicken to the extent that he decided to take his own life. Rising in the morning, at his usual time at 6 a.m., he leaned over and kissed his wife delicately upon the cheek, a solitary tear running down his eye as he imagined the child he knew he would never meet. The chicken stepped into the cold London morning, the frost chaffing his cheeks, the sleet crashing against his breast. Taking one step onto the busy dual-carriageway, he closed his eyes and imagined heaven....

--
Alex
http://blissfullyeccentric.blogspot.com

NaBloPoMo 18 +19 - Ooops!

I don't even have an excuse this time. I forgot!

It was awesome on Monday night. A select few friends, beautiful silver shoes from my shopping trip, chatting and laughing and jokes. Tom never looked so handsome across the table. Amy twinkled in her new top and John and Peter threaded anacedotes through the conversation like beads on ribbons.

I didn't want to go home but bed called.

Tuesday saw ballroom with Tom after work in which we learnt the tango and the chacha. I could take or leave the chacha, a rumba with quick extra steps, but something about the tango really worked for Tom and I. The tension between the bodies and the moving the woman outside the man reminded me of dances past, and my kinaesthetic memory kicked in.

The scariest bit is always when we dance through the steps with the teacher, and she knows I'm a dancer, and she'll have a chat with me as we dance. I panic and think I'm going to forget the steps, but my feet always seem to know what they're doing.

Tonight I caught up with Sarah and she signed the convoluted pieces of paper I needed to prove I existed to get a bank account. She's a nurse and so could be classed as a professional certified person. I've not seen her for a very long time so it was nice to catch up. Then I went to SCM and listened to Bishop Paul of Southampton talk about contemporary envangelism. SCM being SCM there was plenty of debate after, and the playing games involving picking up card baord boxes with your teeth, but with out using your hands and keeping both feet on the floor. The box got less tall each time, and I managed to pick up a flat bit of card. Very pleased with my bendy self.

Monday, November 17, 2008

NaBloPoMo 17: I hate BT

Stupid stupid stupid BT.

They have threatened to send the debt collectors round over a £20 bill that I have never recieved!

Here's the summary. Add to it at least 10 phonecalls since July, four of which occurred today.

"I am writing to complain that BT is harrassing me for payment of a bill on an account that I did not ask to be set up, for a product I could not use. I thought after receiving the refund detailed in the emails below, my account with BT had been completely closed. However on the 24th of October I recieved a letter from a debt collection agency for a bill for an account number different to the one I had on my online account, which showed I had paid all my bills. I rang both the debt collection agency and BT to ask what was going on, and was told by one of BT's customer service agents that another accoutn had been opened in my name when the line hat BT had misteakenly disconnected early was reconnected. I was also told during this phonecall that the outstanding amount was for the BT Broadband Talk product.

This is a complete joke as when BT reconnected my line I was told that the broadband could not be reconnected for a month. So then why was I paying for a broadband product I could not use and had abosolutely no way of using?

I need you to contact me as soon as possible to explain why there are two accounts in my name, why BT has sent me two cheques refunding for one account, and are threatening me with court action via debt collector for a lesser amount on each of the cheques you have sent me, for a product I did not ask for and had not way of using. Please can you clarify this issue because I wish resolve it quickly. I do not expect to be threatened with court action when I have already overpaid for you services and have tried on numerous occasions to resolve this issue to no avail.

>Dear Miss Jones,

Thank you for your e-mail dated 7/10/08 regarding the credit balance on your final bill.

As requested, I have arranged a cheque to be sent to your current address for the credit balance on your final bill amount £37.20. You will receive this cheque within 14 days to the current address mentioned in your last email.

If you have any further enquiries on your final bill amount or anything else please reply to me via email.

You will shortly receive a survey via e-mail asking you how I dealt with your enquiry today. I would love to hear you feedback to help me improve my customer service skills further and would appreciate if you could take a few minutes to complete the survey.

Thank you for contacting BT.

Yours sincerely,

Meharoof Koya
eContact Customer Service
Ref: 19048598

British Telecommunications plc Registered office: 81 Newgate Street London EC1A 7AJ Registered in England no. 1800000. This electronic message contains information from British telecommunications plc which may be privileged or confidential. The information is intended to be for the use of the individual(s) or entity named above. If you are not the intended recipient be aware that any disclosure copying, distribution or use of the contents of this information is prohibited. If you have received this electronic message in error, please notify us by telephone or email immediately.

Activity and use of the British Telecommunications plc email system is monitored to secure its effective operation and for other lawful business purposes. Communications using this system will also be monitored and may be recorded to secure effective operation and for other lawful business purposes.

For BT's privacy and security policy for web and email usage, for pricing information, and for our terms and conditions, please visit www.bt.com.

Original Message Follows:
------------------------
Dear Mudassir,

Thank you for your response.

My current address is:

xxxxxxxxx


Thank you for getting this sorted out for me.

Alexandra Jones

2008/10/7 Residential Billing

> Dear Miss Jones,
>
> Thank you for your e-mail dated 06/10/08 about the final bill amount.
>
> I am sorry to know that the reconnection charges were wrongly applied on
> your final bill. I assure you that all the adjustments have been made on
> your account and the amount has already been refunded towards your account
> and as a result, there is a credit balance on your account of £37.20.
>
> I would request you to kindly send your current address to me so that I can
> send the refund cheque of £37.20 to you.
>
> Once again, I apologise Miss Jones, for the delay and the trouble you faced
> in getting this matter sorted out.
>
> If you have any further queries please do not hesitate to contact me again
> via e-mail.
>
> Thank you for contacting BT.
>
> Yours sincerely,
> Mudassir Mehboob
> eContact Customer Service
> Ref: 19048598
>
> British Telecommunications plc Registered office: 81 Newgate Street London
> EC1A 7AJ Registered in England no. 1800000. This electronic message contains
> information from British telecommunications plc which may be privileged or
> confidential. The information is intended to be for the use of the
> individual(s) or entity named above. If you are not the intended recipient
> be aware that any disclosure copying, distribution or use of the contents of
> this information is prohibited. If you have received this electronic message
> in error, please notify us by telephone or email immediately.
>
> Activity and use of the British Telecommunications plc email system is
> monitored to secure its effective operation and for other lawful business
> purposes. Communications using this system will also be monitored and may be
> recorded to secure effective operation and for other lawful business
> purposes.
>
> For BT's privacy and security policy for web and email usage, for pricing
> information, and for our terms and conditions, please visit www.bt.com.
>
> Original Message Follows:
> ------------------------
>
> Feedback from: Miss Alexandra Jones (contact number 02380552343 )
> Telephone Number: 02380552343
> Account Number: ST67305603
> Email Address: alexandra.e.a.jones@gmail.com
>
> Customer Comments:
> Account number :ST67305603
> Telephone Number:02380552343
>
> I have received a final bill for this account. In June of this year, I rang
> up to say that my housemates and I would be leaving the house and so needed
> to cancel the account at the end of July. I was told that this would be fine
> and that the account would close on the last day of July.
>
> The account was closed on the last day of June. We needed the phone for the
> month of July, so I rang up and was told that the phone line would be turned
> on again for July and that as it was BT's error, we would not have to pay
> connection charges.
>
> However, connection charges were added to our bill which we refused to pay
> having been told that we did not have to.
>
> I paid a final bill, Bill number Q005 B& , Bill date 08 Jul 2008, Total
> now due ??94.39. I thought that that was the end of that.
>
> However you have got in contact with me again saying I owe you even more
> money. I spoke to someone on the phone last week, and they again said that
> we would not have to pay any connection charges only the line rental and
> calls for the month of July. Nevertheless the bill I received shows
> connection charges for up to October, and does not breakdown the call
> charges at all.
>
> I will not pay until I have seen a breakdown for the calls in July 2008,
> and I will not pay any connection charges or line rental other than line
> rental for July 2008.
>
> Reference Number: 081006-003235
> Preferred contact: No Preference
> BT Email Address:
> Account Holder: 56
> Alternative contact number: xxxxxxxxxxx
> Previously related enquiry: 67
> Existing BT customer:
> Offer reference:
> Enquiry relates to:
> Problem area:
> Problem start date:
> Order Number:
> Post code:
> Fault reference:
>
>





The details of your complaint have now been sent to our Complaints Team and an acknowledgement email will be sent to you shortly.


Your reference number: 081116-002366"

It turns out that the outstanding debt is for the call charges for July. I shall not be paying this until I have seen a copy of the bill, and BT will supposedly be calling off the debt collectors until I have a seen a copy of the bill. I think it stupid that they should be refunding me of there is money owing. Surely it makes sense to take what I owe from the refund?

Sunday, November 16, 2008

NaBloPoMo 15+16

Being away for the weekend scuppered me this time!

Sitting on the train from Southampton to Waterloo alternately head in book and gazing out the window, I thought long and hard. I thought about friends and food, how people eat with you for a while and then leave your table.I thought about Christmas and family and thankfulness and celebration. I thought about joy and hope and beginnings.

I like the smell of the tube, of hot people and underground air. I like disappearing in the crowd and the siren son of the tracks. I like dipping in and out of London as I travel on elsewhere. I like the thrill of nearly missing your stop.

The journey from Blackfriars to Bedford was all new and all exciting. The train was battered and laid out all higgledypiggledy to help squeeze commuters home. I hopped on the slow train my mistake and then was glad of it when the fast train turned out to be much delayed. Tim and Megan met me at the station and it was all smiles and hellos.

They had bought me lovely slippers to warm my toes and box of beads and borrwed a bed for me. I felt so very welcomed. We talked into the night over curry and whiskey with ginger beer.

On the Saturday - after bacon sandwhiches made by Tim - we went into Milton Keynes to shop a little. It is one of the oddest places I have been, the tree lined suburbs with little ring roads round them giving way to a vast concrete centre of shopping and entertainment. The flatness of the landscape gives the impression of all things converging on a temple of commerce. There are no landmarks, nothing to navigate by. Without T and M I would have been horribly lost.

I bought christmas presents and we lunched and watched Bond. It is no hardship to look upon Daniel Craig's visage twice! That evening after scrubbing up we went to the Orchid Lounge at Jaipur for very posh Thai food. It was decadent, opluent and delicious. They garnished the desserts with orchid blooms. I loved how easily conversation came to us all, it being only the third time we have met in real life, the two other times being T and M's wedding and a summer afternoon in London.

The emails of Tim and I crossed in the ether after we both wrote articles for the magazone of the NAGC. We corresponded via email and msn for years. I think we almost talk everyday. It's a wonderful example of how modern techonology brings people together.

The Sunday saw more present buying and talking and fun. It was so hard to say good bye, I could have stayed all week. If you're reading guys, thank you very much.

I met up with Tom and Toddy and John and Andy and Rhiannon in London where they had been having a weekend of fun and frolics. It was nice not to travel home alone.

Friday, November 14, 2008

NaBloPoMo 14: Knitting!

The Winter issue of Twist Collective is up. So many pretty patterns. Here are the ones I want to knit.

Broiderie

I have some heather purple yarn I've been wasting in a pattern of my own creation. I think it could work beautfully in this.

Sylvie

She's going to take so much yarn but I'd really love to make her. She's definately a her, with that amazing flower.

I need to finish a bear hat and the christmas gloves I'm knitting before I think of anything else. Oh and weave in the ends in the christmas socks. And finish some baby hats and booties...Oh well! I'm off to see Tim and Megan today in Olney so I'll have plenty of time to knit on the train.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

NaBloPoMo 13: Do I buy it or not....






I want one of these. My Old Laptop is dead.

Now do I buy it now? Do I wait till January in the sales?

It's sooo cheap!

Argh! Tell me blogosphere - what do I do?

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

NaBloPoMo 11+12:Slipping again...

I know I know... but I'm still trying see! I was knackered last night after learning to jive and waltz. So no post!

but saw this today:

Randall, whilst perfect in every other way, is American and therefore looks at the world incorrectly. Every one know the world map should look like this:


The terminology comes from the age when we Brits had an empire and therefore would be the centre of attention on any map.

Oh those were the days.... when T.P.L.A.C's * had a common enemy in Britain and therefore weren't busy fighting amongst themselves or even with themselves!

* See Yes Minister.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

NaBloPoMo 10: My House!

NaBloPoMo 10: My House!
Monday, November 10, 2008

Today work just flew by, and I was soon home again, relaxing when Lula turned up. I'd forgotton she was coming round. We went for swim and a sauna at my gym and I trotted around Tescos with her to get some food for her later.After that I though ooh - you lot haven't seen my new house yet, so here are some pictures:


This is the down stairs bath room with it's awesome shower that squirts you from all directions.

This is the kitchen from both directions - with the lovely lovely lovely dishwasher sticking out and the not so lovely huge boiler.


This is my living room from the four corners with lots of Lula.

The lovely Amy's room. It's always like a palace.

We interupt this tour to bring you Lula eating chinese!


Up the stairs...

...to the upstairs bathroom!

It has a lovely shower.

The sink, which is clean!

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Onto the landing...

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..and into my lovely lovely room...!

I've just realised I've forgotten to get a picture of Andy's room, oh well.. I'll see about getting one later...

Sunday, November 09, 2008

NaBloPoMo 8 and 9: Slipping

Ahh the great slip begins.

Yesterday was so busy I didn't get a chance to write. to make up for this there is going to be lots of pictures to make up for it.

It began with a morning at Thirza's hairdressing and chatting away. I love our weekly regular catch up. I also went through which fabric I wanted from Fabricland as she was placing an order with them. I have some black and white check coming for Amy as I'm going to make her a dress, some cream cotton and some of the butterfly cotton that lines my birthday dress to make a duvet cover set for my bed and some bottle green fabric to make a big circle skirt for myself.

After that I came home on lunched chatting away to Charley and my housemates. Charley's parents own the house we rent and Charley used to live here when she was at university. It was interesting seeing her reaction to how we've changed the place about a bit. It was Yoga for the first time later that afternoon.

I found the chanting at the beginning and the end of the class a bit odd and the way the teacher was quite hands on with correcting you was a bit unnerving. However it was just so relaxing. I came away feeling on top of the world. A great setup for the evening. I got myself ready for the 1940s dance in my birthday dress, my laddered seam stockings and did my hair up in big rolls. But before we could go to the dance we had to go to a fireworkd party at my auntie and uncles. 

We got a bit lost going to Hythe as I assumed Tom knew how to get to Hythe and he assumed I knew where I was going. I got bit het up about it all, as I'm crap with directions and couldn't dicipher the ones given by my uncle when we rang for help. We did get there in the end and the fireworks were very nice. We scarfed down our chilli and drove through the pouring rain to the dance. It was at this point I decided with Tom that when faced with more than one social opportunity it's best to pick one. 

The dance was great. Whilst we'd missed the wartime tea, we arrived in time for the free ballroom dance. Everyone else had been taught a simplified version of the social foxtrot Tom and I have been learning at ballroom classes.  So we had a bash at that, and later on in the night we  were taught some swing dancing. It was all rather fun. There was a fab big band and singers. 

Toms and I rounded up the evening with fruit salad and elderflower presse. All in all a really nice day.

Today I have been being a Godmother to Harvey Brian Snook, the baby son of my dear friends Ruth and James. Lots of university people came to the christening so it was a bit of reunion, and as my mum and Ruth hit it off when they came down for a craft weekend, my family were there too. It was a nice baptism, in the middle of the Remeberence Sunday service. Lots of nice jingoistic hymns that everyone knew the words to, and a full church. Ruth had organised a bring and share lunch after so we add had a good chat over sandwiches quiche and cake. It wouldn't be a church event without quiche. Ruth looked positively radiant in a lovely purple and grey outfit, every inch the charming young mother. Harvey's christening gown was a family heirloom, and he seemed fairly content wearing a dress. I'm just about to eat my slice of Christening cake now, before going off to the gym to work it off.

Now here's some pictures:

These two are by Peter




Then these are some pictures from the Christening. 




Friday, November 07, 2008

NaBloPoMo 7: BANG!

We had an epic meeting at work today, that went on from 3 - 8:30pm, inlcuded dinner and beer and lots of talking. I feel rather drained after it. It was a delight to cycle home tonight.

Going over Horseshoe Bridge I had to stop for a moment and just look a bit. All around me fireworks were going off in a clear night sky and they were reflected in the water of the Itchen. The lights of the riverside flats were twikling in the water, joined by the neon of the signs of the industrial parks and the pinpricks of port and starboard from boats.

I wondered as I cycled, how the soundscape I found myself in compared to that of Southampton in WW2. Trains rushing, boat horns sounding, amublance sirens and the explosions of fireworks. In the half light it seemed eerie somehow. The houses I shot past are a mix of victorian terrace and gaps filled with more modern buildings. Did bombs fall here? Is that what made the space for these pvc coated pale imitations?

It has been a wearisome week. Hopefully the session at the gym this morning will make me sleepy enough to actually sleep tonight.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

NaBloPoMo 6: Manon

I was a very good girl today. I got up and went swimming for 20 mins before work. It’s great when I do this as I actually manage to be awake by the time I get to work.

Work was worky, but I spent the whole day looking forward to the ballet. Last week Amy and I went to see Sleeping Beauty performed by the ENB at the Mayflower. We loved it so much, we got tickets for Manon this week along with Tom, Martin, Su and Nick. Manon is quite a sexy dramatic ballet about a courtesan who is sold to a rich old man, but is in love with a penniless student. Lots of lust, greed and crimes of passion.

The two leads were danced by Agnes Oakes and Thomas Edur. It was interesting actually seeing their faces as whilst I’ve seen them dance before, last night Nick had bought his high powered binoculars. I could see very pretty hand gesture, every longing look. Edur is amazing, so expressive and very good looking too!

I also really enjoyed some of the more modern choreography used throughout. There were some really interesting lifts with dancers sliding along the floor under each others legs, and at one point Oakes whilst being lifted above Edur’s head was flipped over by another dancer pulling her lower leg over her head. There was some very contemporary style choreography in the last act where the two lover’s had been deported to New Orleans. The corps were mainly other criminal who danced a very touching despairing loose limbed number.

Roll on the next ballet!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

NaBloPoMo 5: Smoked

I'm lying all tucked up warm in bed, the smell of woodsmoke wafting around after me as I move. I've just been at the awesome SCM/JSoc/CathSoc bonfire party.Held at the Kitchener Road Community, there was a bonfire of epic proportions, at some points well over 12 ft high.

Tom had spent an awful lot of money on fireworks, and he, John and Nick had creatively arranged them to go off in combinations. Some of them were boneshakingly loud. There were sparklers too and marshmallows to toast over the fire.

I do love this most English Eccentric of festivals. We're celebrating a Catholic terrorist plot to overthrow the government being foiled. In this case, a group of Catholics, Protestants and Jews and assorted hangers on, are celebrating with fireworks, bonfire, party food and mulled apple juice whilst pirate DVDs are burnt in lieu of a Guy.

The highlight of my evening was the bath in the bath set in the garden, in water heated by Bertha, a stove made from an oil can. I lay steaming with the night sky above me counting other people's fireworks.

Now I must sleep. But I will be dreaming of smoke and cordite and sparkles reflected in people's eyes.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Fleeting Thoughts for the Auto Biography 4

The evening I sat eating chinese and talking about steam railways with Keith was a very bittersweet moment. It's odd to find a connection knowing that you won't see that person again.

I have so many of these.

NaBloPoMo 4: Quite alot of nothing.

So where are we today?

Work has been at that odd level of busy where there's not enough interesting work to keep your mind occupied, but enough to keep you rushed off your feet. Yesterday that did not help with feeling quite so low. Cycling home was fun, all in the dark and being among a crowd of commuters.

When I got in, I had more of the bad day - ness, where in having enjoyed my gym session I was informed my lift for girls night wasn't coming. I went home to find a bus time table and couldn't, then in my tidying up didn't put something ontop of my wardrobe properly. This promptly fell off, hit the glass of water my my bed and knocked my bedside table. Fortunately, the glass did not smash, though everything was soaked.

So I gave up on girls night. I tidied my room a bit and painted a bit more on the wooden toy boxes I have been decorating for my cousins. This one is all boy things, diggers trucks and cars. I have a tiny bit left to do, and then I have to paint one like a pirate chest. The one I have already completed is a fantastic mix of dinosaurs and disney princesses. Poor Andy having to bear the brunt of my grumpiness!

The upshot of it is that in my tidying up I found my passport which I had mislaid and a bar of chocolate I bought in France and had forgotten all about. That cheered me up no end. Tom also came round later and it was nice to chat to him all evening. He was trying on the 1040s army uniform we've borrowed from my gran and uncle for him to wear to the 1940s dance at high field church this weekend. I'm going to wear my birthday dress.

The gym was odd. I enjoyed it, but I was very self concious about being huge compared to all these other bodies. I'm looking forward to going tonight which will be 20 mins of weights then 20 mins of cardio and then possibly a swim.

I also have ballroom dancing tonight which I'm really really looking forward to. Last week we did the quickstep and the samba. The advanced teacher noticed my tidy feet and sussed me out as not quite an actual beginner. Which is very very true. I did some ball room in the first year of uni, and it's so much fun to be dancing again. I just kind of forget and I move and it's lovely. I'm going to start swing dancing in January as my Christmas present to myself. I just love to move. I want to get my mum to buy me some ballroom shoes for Christmas so I can be really pro at this!

Monday, November 03, 2008

NaBloPoMo 3: Work day

Quantum of Solace was interesting. I love going to the cinema late at night as it is less busy. I also like zooming through cities at night, sodium glare streaking through the sky. It was interesting passing the shell of the new IKEA in the West Quay retail park, seeing how empty it was in the inside. Anyway, back to the film.

Visually it was stunning. A wonder ochre based pallette permeated all the cinematography. I also loved the visceral use of noise and sound. When Bond got hit, you heard crunches of bone and splatters, making it all so much more real. These details were wonderful.

Unfortunately, the overall plot was a bit dull. The villian whilst deliciously postmodern in being a corrupt environmentalist, wasn't nasty enough for me to care. You got the feeling you were being set up for the next couple of films which is fine.

My favourite thing of the whole film was the scenes with dialogue between M and Bond. I hope there's more of that in the next few films.

Today has been marred by tiredness, mainly due to a very late night sobbing into my pillow. I'm having a horrible low spell. Tom was very nice, sat stroking my hair and saying I'm going to be fine. Which I'm sure I am, as I've done this before and I've come out the other side. However, being in the middle of it makes me feel almost physically sick. It's the paranoid anxiousness that does it.

But to borrow from the psychoanalysis world: What am I feeling? Anxiousness. Why am I feeling this? Because there is a chemical imbalance in my brain. Am I going to allow myself to feel this way? No, because it is unfounded and unproductive.

I'm sure my gym session and a night in with the girls will help immensely.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

NaBloPoMo 2: Sleeeeeeeepy!

Ahh.....another lazy day. I was awoken at 12 by a kiss as Tom went to buy ingredients for fried death, other wise known as a full english breakfast.

A leisurely shower followed and communal watching of season 4 of House as Tom cooked breakfast for us all. It was a very nice breakfast.

I spent a long time knitting this afternoon. It's been a long time since I've just sat and knitted for a few hours. I've been working on a men's version of Fetching for Peter for Christmas as per his request in dark red. I know there is Dashing, but they didn't quite fit the bill.

After that I went to join the gym round the corner from my house and now I am sat watching the F1 with my house mates, Jess who's come down for the evening, and Lula. Hamilton appears to have come fifth having been sixth at the penultimate corner, and won the championship. I didn't realise he is going out with the singer from the Pussycat Dolls. I wonder how they met. Now there is a discussion about whether Glock got out of his way on purpose or not. Very dramatic finish.

After dinner Tom and I are going to see the new Bond film. It's not had very good reviews, but I'll keep you informed.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

NaBloPoMo 1: A day of days....

Well let's do this... a blog post a day! Shouldn't be hard. I have enough time for this, honest!

Today started fairly badly about 11am when I didn't get up in time to go to Thirzas for our weekly hairdressing date. I'd been to the ballet at the Mayflower the night before to see Sleeping Beauty, left my phone on silent and therefore couldn't hear the alarms I'd set to make sure I got there on time.

Once I got there I spent a happy few hours chatting away before going on to Tom's house to drop off my stuff before Space Cricket. It started raining again at this point. This will be important later. Toddy had made amazing Space Cricket glasses from tin foil and cling film.

Space Cricket will need some explaining. Tom's friends whilst at college started playing cricket in January with a ball of sellotape and a bottle of water for a bat. It now happens at irregular intervals when they are all in the same vicinity.

We went off to the park to play, the rain appearing to hold off, but the cold still bitter. After the first team's innings, the rain came down very heavily and it got colder and colder. The bat went flying when people were trying to hit the ball. i got out very quickly on purpose, fell over spectacularly in the mud and went off to Tescos with Jon to buy ingredients for soup for 10.

We only spent £5 on ingredients and bread rolls which was impressive and I made up vegetable soup. Friend onions, potato, parsnips, carrot and tomatos all whizzed up made a very nice thick soup and it seemed to go down very well. After everyone had dried out a bit, they went home and Tom made dinner whilst Martin and I worked on the Jabba the Hut costume for the party that evening!

The costume turned out very well. A superstructure of hula hoops, garden canes, tent poles and duct tape went underneath a cover made of two kingsized sheets, painted to look like Jabba. I wore my Princess Leia costume from last year and we made quite the stir.

The party was at Abi and Moina's house and was great fun, with apple bobbing and donut on a string eating games. The most fun game was the cake of flour with a 50p in it. We all had to cut slices out of it, and the slice that caused teh cake to collapse and the 50p to fall had to retreive it using their mouth. Marmaduke cut the fateful slice. We went back about midnight - 1am, watched bit of house, then retired to bed.

Friday, October 31, 2008

All the things she said...

.. or rather didn't.


I don't know where that came from!

Today I am celebrating because I landed a the first sale in the office of our new higher price product.

*dances*

It's been a good month October...

I have:
  • written some more on my book
  • got a new shiny bike
  • won the Moss Prize for my dissertation being the best Jewish flavoured undergraduate essay in my year
  • met Will Self
  • started ballroom dancing again
  • finished knitting a baby blanket for Simon's new one
  • knitted a hat for my sister's xmas present
  • had plenty of ad hoc parties
  • gone to London with my Family to see Wicked. I can'tstop singing the songs!
  • painted boxes
  • gone dancing so many times in my head when no one's looking
  • decided to learn swing dance in January
It's been such a lovely crisp month, all twinkly winter lights and freezing people when I hug them.I't s been leg warmers over ankle boots and pretty dresses. Gleaming with rosy cheeks as Tom and I stroll around.

Roll on November!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Friday, October 17, 2008

Some Thoughts

The significance of man is that he is insignificant and is aware of it.
  - Carl Becker

 

This flashed up on my iGoogle Quote of the Day gadget today and it sums up how I feel feel about being human nicely. Read Maya by Jostein Gaarder for more on this. I love how that book goes on about being less than a blink in the eye of the universe.



Isn't it awkward when you're on the phone and you have to end a conversation. Both parties do a garbled dance of "Thanks" and "Bye" till the other puts the phone down.


Some Thoughts

The significance of man is that he is insignificant and is aware of it.
  - Carl Becker

 

This flashed up on my iGoogle Quote of the Day gadget today and it sums up how I feel feel about being human nicely. Read Maya by Jostein Gaarder for more on this. I love how that book goes on about being less than a blink in the eye of the universe.



Isn't it awkward when you're on the phone and you have to end a conversation. Both parties do a garbled dance of "Thanks" and "Bye" till the other puts the phone down.


Sunday, October 05, 2008

It’s coming!


 

The other day I cycled home from work as the sun hung low in the sky. The air was crisp and the wind cut through me harshly. Inside my head was a mess of the day just gone, snippets of conversation swirling endlessly around. When I reached the Common something snapped. The sun hit the top of the trees and all become golden. Silhouettes of branches cast on gold sky on the right, over – achieving, rugby playing Adonis – like young men to the right in all their clean cut glory.


 

And in that moment all was well.


 

I love it when the air has gone from end of summer haze to crisp autumn snap. I am revelling in wild rainy afternoons where I am safe and warm indoors, and bringing out all my knitwear for warmth.


 

Winter is coming.


 

I am excited. We went to the pub the other day, and as we left, there was that magical twinkly feeling of going somewhere in the dark, the lights and people's cheeks shining. There's nothing as festive as winter.

It’s coming!


 

The other day I cycled home from work as the sun hung low in the sky. The air was crisp and the wind cut through me harshly. Inside my head was a mess of the day just gone, snippets of conversation swirling endlessly around. When I reached the Common something snapped. The sun hit the top of the trees and all become golden. Silhouettes of branches cast on gold sky on the right, over – achieving, rugby playing Adonis – like young men to the right in all their clean cut glory.


 

And in that moment all was well.


 

I love it when the air has gone from end of summer haze to crisp autumn snap. I am revelling in wild rainy afternoons where I am safe and warm indoors, and bringing out all my knitwear for warmth.


 

Winter is coming.


 

I am excited. We went to the pub the other day, and as we left, there was that magical twinkly feeling of going somewhere in the dark, the lights and people's cheeks shining. There's nothing as festive as winter.